Discouraged. . .

I came home from our house-hunting trip so full of excitement about this move.  Then the house and school fell through.  The second choice house I can definitely live with.. . but who knows what is going to happen with the girls' school. . .and I am having a hard time being okay with our fourth choice for a school.  So rather than excitement about this adventure when I wake up in the morning, instead I have a sinking, nauseous feeling in the pit of my stomach.